Blood on the Track
Monday, 20 May 2013
By Alan Wilkinson
*THE FOLLOWING IS A WORK OF FICTION*
I
am afraid I was a sickly child-but it seemed to run in our family- but I made
up for that being brainy. Not that I appreciated this at school, I got picked
on beat up and chased. I was nerdy and weird, and back then the chase ended
quickly because I was slow and awkward.
But
I got into Princeton History.so up yours Brad Cooper and gang. I was reading
European history and the Romance languages, I guess my interest and adeptness in
these subjects was in part hereditary,- my great grandmother fled from Rumania
pregnant with Joel , my granddad –the
story goes she came into Ellis island, apparently a poor emigrant, she then headed into the American heartland –to apparently
not be found by her husband. She wound up in Cincinnati and promptly brought
the fine detached four bedroom house I was brought up in –she paid for it with
jewellery she’d hidden about her person.
I
grew up a sickly swot, fascinated with East European history and languages. I
was a nerd but I was going to be a multilingual well paid nerd.
At
Princeton it was Jane who changed everything.
Jane
Hall was one of the brightest stars of our year at Princeton, even cleverer than
me, but also attractive and a superb athlete. When I saw her at the track she
was everything I wasn’t and, I realised everything I wanted to be.
She
filled my daytime reverie and haunted my gothic dreams- I’d been assailed by
what I would term Gothic mythic nightmares ever since I could remember. Those monsters
now shared my sleep with Jane, where she took the role of heroine and monster
slayer.
I
tried to run, perchance to gain a lady’s favour. On one of my painful jogs I cut myself badly and
I needed a blood transfusion. It was hard to describe the effect of that transfusion-after
it I had so much energy I could run, talk and socialise like never before. But
after a few days it had worn off-leaving just a memory of what life could be
like.
I
wondered what to do, plainly I could not injure myself every week to get a
transfusion,
Could I buy a blood transfusion?
I could finance it by giving language lessons maybe? I asked around students on campus and came up
with the name of a guy at a nearby Hospital who would sell you blood -the price
depended on the rarity of your blood. Mine including transfusion was $500 dollars
a pint–boy that would take a few language lessons to afford on a regular basis
–and I needed it to be regular.
The
alternative was to rob the bank, the blood bank-ha ha. Trouble is that might end
in a blood bath ha ha! So maybe I would have to resign myself to maybe one or
two pints a month.
Which
would be most beneficial to me, a little every day or splurge the lot when some
special event came up? I would need to read up more and test things. I needed
to research this vital subject. As I read I came across something athletes used
to do to improve performance which was classed as cheating and is banned now. Blood
Doping- this requires you to take out a pint of your blood and put it in the
freezer, your body replenishes the missing blood, and then you put the other
blood back increasing the bloods efficiency.
Doping
might be cheaper –but I doubted it would be enough on its own, my blood was
weak stuff –on its own -it was not as effective as other peoples donated fresh
blood.
So
I did both-the same medical guy helped me blood dope every week for £60 dollars
on top of monthly transfusions. You might wonder at my standing the cost and
inconvenience of all this –but to me it changed my previously grey world to a new
multicolour world.
So
there was no question, it was my way forward –giving as many lessons as I could–I
had the energy and the drive as long as I kept freshening up my blood
And
my running was improving
Then
a third darker phase came with my blood obsession –a side which chimed with
those nightmares dreams I’d had since childhood.
There
was an unfortunate incident by the canal one dark night, a guy fell over cut
himself called for help, no I didn’t push him over, honest. I went to help. I accidentally
got some blood on my lips before I knew it I was sucking his blood, he fought
but I knocked him out.
After
that things started to change quickly-I was literally becoming a different
person; vigorous lively passionate and starting, for the first time in my life
to be good at games. Running not jogging.
What
with running, studying and starting to chase the lady’s, I needed to keep
topping up my blood with fresh blood-from not two but my three sources.
Transfusions, doping and now, a drink of the occasional passing vagrant’s blood.
Poor souls who would wake up with headaches and feeling tired and listless, ha
ha. This way was dangerous but it boosted me as much as the transfusions but
cost nothing and was weirdly empowering.
My
life was changing Blood doping and the blood of dopes was transforming me
I
was running well, I was on the edge of the track team now and nearly, in
rubbing shoulders distance of Jane. She was in my dreams and nightmares-I hoped
soon she would be in my life. She had a boyfriend, also a track star, Jeff
Wiles. I’m sure I could do something about him.
….to
be continued
Friday 17th May 2013
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